With This Knife..and with this knifeWith This Knife by shy-silence2009
i'll cut my heart out
because i'm hating this life
a little more each day
..you're not the person i used to know
you're no longer there to hold me up
i'm drowning in confusion with nowhere to go
and for that, i'm scared...
the old everynight calls are now occasional conversations
so i fall asleep every night with the same thing on my mind
"is there any way to alter this situation?"
but, a bad feeling is telling me the answer is "no"
you won't talk to me like the old times
or even be here just to see
you havent even thought to ask if im fine
or maybe you just dont care..
and when you become blind to who you used to be
You start completely changing your plan
You begin by showing me someone I dont wanna see
and with that said, i can not stand..